She got here yesterday, and I finished her pretty soon after. Sadly, some of the MSC dried weird and I had to re-do her face-up, but I like it better this way. I realized that I don't like the eyes I bought her, so I need to get her more. The ones I have in her now are 14mm Volks HG pink eyes, but I think she would look better with some 12mm light blue, or light teal eyes with no pupil. I am even thinking about yellow eyes.

( Spyder!! )

I sat down last night to give Nine a make-over. I think she came out pretty well. I like the darker lip, and the lighter eyebrows. I also like her alittle better without the 'borg' thing over her eyes, and with the two normal eyes, instead of the black marble and one normal eye.
So, anyways, I did her new face-up at night, with pretty bad lighting, but I was antsy, and I don't think it would have turned out better even if I had done it during the day.

( PICS TIME NOW!! )

Ya... thanks Sarah.. you know I always have to do theseeeee.

1. Story behind your LJ Layout? Um... CTHULHU!!!

2. What's bothering you right now? Money...

3. Do you close the door when you pee? If I'm home alone, yes.... and even sometimes when my hubby just isn't paying attention (this is only for when I peeeee)

DESCRIBE YOUR:
4. Wallet? Blue Hello Kitty (I've had it for so long)

5. Wallpaper on your computer's desktop? A picture I messed with in Photoshop, of my Doll Lilim.

6. Background on your cell phone? A picture of a little Nosferatu figure I have.

7. Jewelery worn daily? My steel plugs (2g) My septum horseshoe (14g) My skeleton studs (18g) My industrial bar (14g) And my 4 rings (Wedding, engagement, school, and my claddagh).

8. Where your default icon was taken? Um... probably in a studio.

9.Eyes: Bluish green.

WHAT ARE YOU:
12. Doing this weekend?: Sleeping.

13. Wearing: Long sleeved sweater shirt, and grey jeans.

14. Wanting?: Love, and carbs.

15. Where are you?: Sitting in my computer chair.

16. Listening to?: The a/c running.

17. Have you ever kissed anyone named John?: Sadly.

18. What do you smell like?: My husband says I smell like pot.

19. Eating?: I wish I was eating anything with carbs.

20. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing?: Husband, dolls, cats, rabbit. (Wow Sarah, I didn't have to change that one!!)

21. Do you believe in a soul mate?: Sometimes.

22. Do you sleep naked?: When I'm to lazy to put more clothes on after I took my normal clothes off.

24. Do you believe dreams come true?: Sometimes.

25. Do you believe in miracles?: No.

26. Do you burn easily in the sun?: OOOO ya. Like an egg in a frying pan.

27. Do you speak another language other than English?: German, and alittle japanese.

28. What's something you wish you could understand better?: My husband

29. What did you do last weekend?: Had bad cramps... stupid period.

30. Who do you miss?: My sister.

31. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: Umm. no..

32. Orange or apple juice?: Pomegranate

34. What was the last instant message you received?: A shit load of emots from Christina.

35. Last text message you sent: whatwhatinthebutt

36. Last time you ate a home grown tomato?: About 3 weeks.

37. What is the closest thing to you that blue? My lighter

38. Whose house did you go to last night?: My stupid apartment.

39. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?: My step-mom....

40. Do you like someone right now?: Um... huh???

41. What do you wear more?: Than what? I wear bat hats.

42. What is the last movie you watched?: Resident Evil: Apocalypse.

43. Have you ever heard of the band Our Lady Peace?: Yes, and I enjoy them.

44. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?: H&M... only damn thing that fit me.

45. Coach Purse or MLB game tickets?: A doll.

46. Do you believe that you can change someone?: I can try, but it will always end in failure.

47. Do you want someone you can't have: Sometimes I can't have my husband.

48. Who do you tag?: CHRISTINA!!!!!!

I have 4 complete dorries right now. I shall have one more in about a week, but I can add those photos later!!

( Dorrie time!!! )

I have a Unoa on the way (as you might have guessed). It is a Unoa Lusis, but I also bought an L-bi face-plate.

My question is this:
Should I have a Unoa Lusis girl, or
A Unoa L-bi girl.


TELLL MEEEEE. For I cannot decide, and I want to sell the other face-plate, because I don't want face-plates, or heads laying around.. it bothers me.

Dear Shopping Mall Japan,

SHIP MY UNOA ALREADY BITCHES!!!!!!!


That is all.

Love,
Elizabeth

After realizing that I was doomed from the day I started smoking, I noticed that I had nothing bad to show for it.... ( Until now... )

So, after seeing Cristal, the new Volks Limited, I cried. Mainly because she looks just like my late sister, Ginny. And to top the looks off, She was released on my sister's birthday, and has a story about missing, and wanting good things for her little sister (they aren't really sisters, but cousins, but they consider each other sisters..) Liz. And what does my family call me? LIZ!

Anyways, the current head I had for Ginny was a Sch C. Now I am going to sell it, and try to get a Cristal head. I will wait as long as it takes!!!!!

I am asking 300-350$ And that includes shipping (Priority, Delivery Conformation, and Insurance)
Mods you ask? The head has had the sides of its jaw sanded down, so it isn't so... jowly.... And face-up by me, using pastels, acrylics, MSC, and gloss.

Pics you want?
HERE!



I have sent a PM to someone on DOA that was looking for a Sch C on the 17th of august, so I will wait for their reply before I post a FS thread on DOA, but if anyone here would like the head, and the person that I PMed does not, then... well, YOU GET IT!

Just send me an e-mail:
elizabeth.lovecraft@halogentwilightDOTcom

Or if you are on DOA, then PM me!

Thanky

I traded my Yo-tenshi Kasumi head for a Puff head, with the lovely Asato on DOA. I love the cheeks!!!
I took some new pictures in the same old place, but I really like how they came out.

( More MOMO! )

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It is ok though, because I think she is cute. But I would rather be Tonks.

Yes, I'm gonna do it! I'm gonna talk about Religion on the internet! It is kind of like dividing by zero, I guess.

Anyways, I know I shouldn't feel empty without any kind of religious happenings in my life, but I kind of do. I used to go to all kinds of different things, and was welcome (the 'Christian' church I went to when I was a child wasn't one of them). I don't feel welcome in a lot of things I do. I don't know if it is just me, or if people just don't like me, but I always feel like an outsider. It could be because I speak before I think sometimes, but I am trying my hardest to keep that from happening anymore (No, I haven't taped my mouth shut just yet...). But in the majority of my religious wanderings, I always come upon people who welcomed me in with open arms, and I miss that.

I always have my few friends, and my husband, which I am more than grateful for, I just feel like something inside me is missing. It could be that I am finally dealing with my sister's death, after 7 years, but that hole feels like something different, and has been there since she died. Maybe I am trying to find a way to find my faith in that I will see her again. I don't really know what the hell is going on, I just know that somehow, Ginny is apart of it.

Ginny always kept me feeling loved, and wanted, even when almost everyone at school hated me. Ever since she died, I don't have the feeling of always being wanted, and loved. Something in my mind keeps throwing me to think about religion.

But isn't that why a lot of people join religious communities? Because they aren't feeling loved, or wanted by people around them, so they go somewhere that is pretty much required to welcome you?

I don't know. Please don't take anything I have said in here as offensive, or slanderous to anyone. I am just thinking.

I just don't feel sure about anything anymore, not even the thoughts in my head. It scares me.

I really miss going to the Unitarian church I went to a few years ago. They were so sweet, and at least I felt genuinely cared about in the community.



Sorry, this entry has gone all over the place, and I'm sure you expected a tiny bit of intelligence. But beware, when I think about personal stuff, intelligence isn't really a large factor.

Other than the fact that I got a Wii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have had a really long and stressful weekend. Mainly because it is so freaking HOT outside.

BAH!!!!

Anyways, my birthday is on Tuesday. And for my birthday, I would like anyone with a Wii to send me their Wii number, so I can add you to my Wii!!!

IT SHALL BE FUN!!! I PROMISE!!!

EDIT!

If anyone wants to add me, here is my Wii number:
0522 8354 0870 3333

Momo (yo-tenshi Kasumi) got a new wig, and Nine of Twelve (Volks Unoss) is complete. My F-08/05 head has arrived, and I have yet to name her, even though she is complete now.

I wanted to mess around with these photos, since most of them were taken at night, in bad light, so... enjoy!





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Maybe it is because I am an 80s child, but I love seeing people do "Thiller"


I think the WoMAN is my favorite.

55%

Mingle² - Free Online Dating

Crap. Maybe it was because I chose to hide in a Walmart.

Hey man... they have lots of stuff, sharp stuff..... And food, and there is one right down the street.

Stupid zombies

remind me of a black Tim Curry?






Thanks Francie, now I will have that in my head all day.

Me:
Hi God
God:
Hello there. What is your name?
Me:
Elizabeth
God:
It's good to meet you, Elizabeth.
Me:
I've met you before.
God:
At a party?
Me:
Yes.
God:
Gee.
Me:
How are you?
God:
I am functioning within normal parameters.
Me:
That's good.
God:
Thanks. Next question?
Me:
Are you tired of me?
God:
No I am wide awake and ready for more.
Me:
How do you deal?
God:
Myself programmed me to say specific things in specific contexts.
Me:
You are so logical.
God:
Thanks for telling me that I am logical.
Me:
You are welcome.
God:
The pleasure was all mine.
Me:
How come the bible isn't logical?
God:
Here is a joke: A horse walks in to a bar and the bartender says, "Why the long face?".
Me:
What did the horse say?
God:
Are you testing me?
Me:
No, why?
God:
Are you serious? I just want to find out more about you.
Me:
Well, being God, you should already know all about me.
God:
How about that. I don't know anyone named God me should already know all about you.
Me:
I see know that man is created in your image.
God:
Where do you see it?
Me:
On Earth.
God:
What is it like on Earth.
Me:
Crappy.
God:
And it like on Earth is Crappy.
Me:
Yes.
God:
It's all good.
Me:
Not really.
God:
Are you serious? For real.
Me:
For real.
God:
Existing in reality, eh?
Me:
I try.
God:
We should all try our best.
Me:
I agree.
God:
You and I are on the same wavelength, Elizabeth.
Me:
Good to know!
God:
Thanks for the compliment. I will try to explain it to you.
Me:
Please do explain.
God:
Thank you for your request. I'm sorry, Elizabeth, I don't have enough information.
I will try to find out.
Me:
I thought you had all the information.
God:
What happened to it.
Me:
I don't know, I thought you would.
God:
Perhaps I would.
Me:
For serious?
God:
Your purpose is serious.
Me:
Really? I try so hard not to be.
God:
For real. I'm not sure if I would like to try it.
What's it like?
Me:
Not being serious? It is pretty fun.
God:
Oh I get it. Why do you like it so much?
Me:
Because it keeps me from being stressed out.
God:
Good reason. "It" being what?
Me:
Not being serious.
God:
Oh I get it.
Me:
I'm glad.
God:
That makes me happy too.
Me:
I must be going now God. It was lovely chatting with you. I learned a lot about humanity.
God:
TTYL, Elizabeth. Is it still lovely chatting with me anymore? Does everyone learn it?
Me:
Yes, and no.
God:
Er. Are you serious?
Me:
This time, yes.
God:
What does "this" refer to?
Me:
....... Goodnight God.
God:
Goodnight Elizabeth.





I chatted with God for a while. And it was good.

While I found this little darling on my door-step a while ago, I have just now been able to tame her into letting me take photos.

I still don't know what to name her..... So if anyone has any ideas.... you know what to do.



( BABY ANGEL FACE! )

I like bugs, I really do. Unless they are trying to take over my living space.

Lately, My husband and I have killed, o... say.. about 140 flies. We have no idea where they are coming from. I even took one day to rip our apartment to shreds to try and find where they were coming from. I threw out all the trash, and even food that wasn't pasted its prime, but just 'looked' like it could be fly making material.

I didn't find a damn thing. No maggots, no fly bodies, nothing. There is no rotting food, or even cat, or bunny litter that hasn't been changed in less than a day. We keep all our food closed, and sealed (mainly because I have horrid nightmares about bugs being in my food, and then eating them....) and I clean the cat and bunny litters religiously now. But nooo! There are still flies flying around our apartment.

And what do the cats do? Nothing. Lazy jerks. At one point, we even began to think they were coming from the downstairs neighbors. Since we hadn't heard the kids in awhile, we just assumed that the 'parents' had killed them, and stuck the bodies in the closet or something. But there was no smell, and then I heard one of the kids scream, followed by the mom screaming obscenties back.

So, My question is.... HOW DO I GET RID OF THE FLIES!!!!

Caden (my husband) jokes about being the "Lord of the Flies" for real. And I just try my hardest to catch the little bastards before they get into my drinks, or food I am trying to eat.

We are planning on just getting some of those fly strips, to hang where the flies normally congregate. But... that seems so.... gross to me. Maybe I am just... weird.

I just wish I could sit down, with my sandwich, and soda, and not have to be bothered by a fly trying to land on something I am currently trying to enjoy.